Wow, it surprises me...

MySpace TOTALLY took over the whole xanga crowd, huh?

That cracks me up.

Seriously.

It's like, right after the news starts warning parents about it, everybody switches over to it. i hardly know anyone who doesn't have a myspace. That just totally cracks me up...

Have i mentioned i have THE best friends ever??

*ahem*

Alright, so, yeah.... update... right... update.... Update would be good .

i have a job. Oooo yes. A nice little job that i .

My trainer is awesome. Her name is Briana, but we call her Brenna. Her three other siblings work there, too. Jessica, Jenny, and Jason. Jason WAS going to train me, but he works in the back, so... yeah... Met a BUNCH of new ppl there today. Well, new to me since i am the new one, lol. Brenna and i worked w/ the headset today. It's fun!! And i'm glad Brenna was there to help me out, cuz i totally needed it. But it is exciting. But the shoes don't work!! Nope. i almost fell!! Need to work on that...

So... this week: vball camp thing Wed-Fri. But it's a come-home thing, too. i'm the unico senior on the team, which shall be interesting.

Next week we're s'posed to take a trip to Mass, which will be bad since i'm s'posed to be training... erg... And then it's Jr/Sr camp week. O snap, i gotta call Mrs. Millman back about tomorrow!! Need to reschedule our appointment since i think i'm working. But later. i think. So needed to talk to Brenna... Why did i not ask her about that before i left??

Oh yeah! Jim came in. More to buy lunch than to see me, despite what he might say, lol. But it was nice of him to do that.

i have the best friends in the whole wide world.

O Dear Gracious...

What am i doing?

.........................................................................

i'm writing.

again.

This is bad, isn't it?

Holy snappers, how loooooooooooooooong has it been?..........

and i'm stupid, but, so what.

Haha, i signed on and took one look at the profile pic still on here.

What AM i doing?!

*sniffles* Well, tis Saturday, so.................................. i guess i'll keep my promise. *sighs*

The hardest part about leaving and obeying what God's told me to do is the fact that this may be the last i'll ever hear from some of my friends. i'll oficially be "out-of-the-loop". lol. i'll miss y'all so much. i hate to lose friends, too. idk what it is about this place, but it's alot easier to stay in touch w/ ppl. A trillion different things can happen in a year and a half. Here, i can express what i feel. i've become close with a few of you who i've never met before. Tears have fallen, hearts have been broken, laughter has spread, and encouragement said, yet all comes to an end here at this point in my life. i've already said goodbye to all of you who care about me here on xanga, so this a a formall goodbye to all of you at once. This heart of mine burns with the flame of autumn sunsets, and my tears will sing along with the midnight rain, but in the memory of each of you, my heart will rise as the moon so faithfully does each night, and i'll sing a song for each of you that'll echo through my thoughts like a forest brooke. So with a smile, i kiss you; with a hug i will leave you; but i will not say to you farewell. For i will return with the dawn on my shoulders some other bright, cheerful morning. If a song of sweet sorrow could be sung at this moment, it would be "Think of Me" from the Phantom of the Opera. All i ask is that when you feel lonely, or depressed because your love's been rejected, search for smiling flowers, and dance with the falling leaves to the beat of the thunderstorm. Tears were meant for comfort, not for shame. Pour out your heart when it overflows. Your smile could be someone else's blessing. Take risks, don't fear them. Don't follow your heart, follow God's heart. Run if you can, crawl if you must, but never lose sight of your dreams. Sing to stars and wink back at them. Wish on them, laugh with them, stare at them, but if you want to be like them, remember that stars only shine in the dark. Battles are only won by fighting; fight for your dreams. Be yourself and not someone else. Nothing is too small or too silly to pray about. God will give His children the desire of their hearts. Consider the movement of love. It requires trust, confidence, patience, and selflessness. Avoid harsh words when you can; but you must guard your heart.

So this is an end to a year, an end of friendships, maybe an end to a life... but it the beginning of hope, a lesson of patience, and a practice of trust.

xoxo xoxo 

chomiryo6654@yahoo.com

*EEEEEDDDDDDDIIIIIIIIITTTTTTTTT*

*Okies, here you are. Espeically for Joshy. That is the new 'do. Yup yup yup! *

CTScan went fine. And really fast. . Thanks for y'all's prayers!!

Nose is running.... i am sick . *sighs* But i heard the GREATEST message last night in church. Y'know, nothing is too small or silly to ask God for . Been making commitments lately. And that includes............ radio go bye-bye *tears*. i'll die w/o my music...It's my drug. i am ssoo addicted. But, it's such a temptation. The Bible says to  Flee all appearances of evil, so flee i will.

And, next, the saddest announcement ever: i'm not coming to this site for awhile. Not for another year and a half or so. i'm going to honor & obey my parents. So, by the end of this week, i'll be saying goodbye to all of you. So, if you love me and wish to say goodbye, i'm giving you time to.  But i'll still have e-mail, so please e-mail me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Formal goodbyes will be said on Saturday. In the meantime, i have this 1000-word character analysis to do on The Scarlet Letter's Pearl......

xoxo.